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I'm sitting here today, at 7:31am in my blue fuzzy robe, trying to think of how to sum up the last while I've been away from DA.
And I'm sad to say, that there are no words to sum it up. So I'm going to have to explain it. All of it.

Me and Chris broke up. Not a big shock I suppose. It just couldn't work right now, and everybody knows I love him to death. But there was just no way. He still means alot to me.. even though whenever we speak it ends in a fight.
So I've been single about two months. I'm just trying to figure it all out, boys are trouble. Its only love, its only pain. Guys have had their little crushes on me, but I don't think I could ever be with them. It hurts to say it. But I know its true.

Friends.
They are the most important people in my life right now, next to family. They do what they can to make me happy always, and I appreciate it. I've recently been closer to two new friends, Mehmet and Greg.
Yes, they are older.
Yes, they are graduating.
Yes, they are two of the closest people too me at the moment.
I've also been close to dear Lacey. I missed her so much. We're alot like eachother. We share alot of the same views. And enjoy alot of the same things.
Aaron, has always stuck with me. He's my brother. No if's, and's, or but's about it. He's been there ever since I can remember and I hope he never leaves me life. Without him, it would be hard to get through the day.
SonyaLeigh.. I don't know what to say. We hardly talk anymore, and I feel as if she's drifting out of my life. I love her. I know I do. We've been friends for 11 years. But what do I do, if she wants to get away from me? Nothing to do I suppose.
Last but certainly not least, is Kristen. Shes such a sweetheard, abit blonde. But will listen to you, and stand by you no matter what. Shes given me more help, and listened to more stories about my life than anyone else. And its amazing to think we only met this summer. (a.k.a back when I was happy.)

My school life is getting better.
I'm trying really hard to get the grades I need. I don't know what I'll do in the future.. I've always loved writing, photography, anything that includes imagination. But I don't think I'm good enough at those two things to ever consider them as possible career choices.

My grandfather's death day came up a couple weeks ago. God that was like hell in a day. I didn't know what to do.
I won't go on about that much longer. It makes me too sad.

Alright, I'm tired now..
Love you all.
Its nice to be back.

♥Angela
--Rainbow .