Everything Is Magic . by RainbowStarDust, literature
Literature
Everything Is Magic .
Tell me is this real,
because right now I don't know;
it feels too good.
I don't think its love,
yet why do these feelings haunt me.
Why do they make me toss and turn,
whilest I'm trying sleep,
why do they make me think about you,
when I shouldn't.
I've grown an obsession,
with the way you do everything.
The way you kiss me,
or hold me tight,
when I'm so upset,
nothing matters to me anymore.
Maybe its just a phase,
although I can't see clearly right now,
you've got me under your spell.
It all feels so new,
running through my veins,
like an electric current.
Every sound that hits my ears,
makes me think about you,
and I
Ohio Is For Lovers . by RainbowStarDust, literature
Literature
Ohio Is For Lovers .
I know not what horror this dark dreary soul may bring,
I know nothing but that horror follows this dark dead thing.
It watches me with prying eyes, sees right through my web of lies,
all I know: this fear inside.
I cannot see beyond its tears, this life-less thing, it is so near.
I feel so old, so dead, so cold. this thing, it has a story un-told.
It screams, it cries, with-out a sound, a story; oh so profound.
It screams, it cries, this evil thing; it screams, yet none are listening.
It seems, this thing, it is my bride; it follows, it knows, the things I hide.
Its stares, this empty thing; It screams, yet none are listening,
Everything Is Magic . by RainbowStarDust, literature
Literature
Everything Is Magic .
Tell me is this real,
because right now I don't know;
it feels too good.
I don't think its love,
yet why do these feelings haunt me.
Why do they make me toss and turn,
whilest I'm trying sleep,
why do they make me think about you,
when I shouldn't.
I've grown an obsession,
with the way you do everything.
The way you kiss me,
or hold me tight,
when I'm so upset,
nothing matters to me anymore.
Maybe its just a phase,
although I can't see clearly right now,
you've got me under your spell.
It all feels so new,
running through my veins,
like an electric current.
Every sound that hits my ears,
makes me think about you,
and I
I wonder if you ever get lost,
you always seem so sure of yourself.
I wish you could take a step away,
just take a step back,
and look at the mess you've made.
Do you ever think of how much pain you've caused,
or what you have done to these lost souls,
lost hearts.
Who am I to say your wrong,
even though you are,
how can I explain that to you.
Do they know that I stand behind you in the shadows,
that I am your deep dark secret,
your desire.
Sometimes I wonder,
how I can smile,
when tears are stinging my eyes,
like an army of bees,
and all my emotion dies.
You do not wish to tend to my wounds,
but only look after your own.
Hello, Conscience . by RainbowStarDust, literature
Literature
Hello, Conscience .
I'm here to propose a toast,
to those who lost their hope,
and to those who lost their love.
A toast to those who found everything,
and then lost it,
in the blink of an eye.
To those who found their way to smile,
and let it slip through their fingers,
like sand.
Even though it was their own fault,
even though it caused so much grief,
even though they will never be happy,
again.
Cheers to those who got what they wanted,
by pushing and shoving and killing,
and never looked back to see the mess,
they left behind.
To these people who take for granted,
all that they have,
and abuse the ones they truly love.
A toast to the lover
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I'm sitting here today, at 7:31am in my blue fuzzy robe, trying to think of how to sum up the last while I've been away from DA.
And I'm sad to say, that there are no words to sum it up. So I'm going to have to explain it. All of it.
Me and Chris broke up. Not a big shock I suppose. It just couldn't work right now, and everybody knows I love him to death. But there was just no way. He still means alot to me.. even though whenever we speak it ends in a fight.
So I've been single about two months.
I learn to love you more, everyday, I'll always be around, just let me go .
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Christmas came and went like a flash of light right before my eyes.
As some people might have noticed, I got me camera. But instead, dad opted for the Nikon D90. EVEN BETTER ;D
I also got a pair of skullcandy hesh headphones, and a pair of white gold earring from Chris. I was the happiest spoiled kid in the world.
I saw my brother.
God I've missed him. First he made inappropriate jokes about me and Chris, which was funny.
Then he told us about his army buddies; even funnie
do do do do do do do do, you'll never know, I'm after you
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So ladies and gents,
welcome to the circus!
Mixed feelings about xmas at the moment. Seeing my family. Oh dear lord, it will be a circus.
Chris is coming, I think.. or maybe he's not? He keeps changing his mind. Which is exceedingly annoying. After xmas, I think it will be over between us. Every new beginning is another beginnings end. Right?
Writing Writing Writing.
I never stop!
I'm inlove with my pen and paper. New ideas strike me every second of every day. Dancing around my head shouting "Look at me!". It
"God Chris.. I love him. There is no god damn questioning that. And I should never question that. Things happened over my holiday. And now I'm so glad they did, who gives a fuck if people say shit about me. They don't know me. Chris does. Thats all I need.. Forever."
Btw, dug the login for DA up from some old computer we had in the study - hadnt logged in in over 2 years!! No doubt you will probably never see this...